so currently im in the process of losing my sobriety which is wonderful indeed to say the least ha..yes so lately i find myself longing for a relationship but at the same time i feel the exact opposite its odd indeed very odd....your emotions can lead you astray wuite easily i think i am attracted to a girl at school but we shall see once get to know her better if this is still the case for i have decided that i am not going to settle for just someone to mack it with but i want someone whom is intelligent and i can converse with on a larger plane not just be macking it all the time....a hopefully someone with the religous viewpoints as me or similiar or more accepting due to the fact that differing religions can lead to tension within a realationship.....Descarte stated that we cant be certain of anything even of reality so in theory this whole world is a construct of some imagination....do you ever wonder if your someone else dream or something like that maybe thats just me i dont know.....mixing drinks sure beats the hell out of drinking straight from the bottle but oh well what can one do when times are pressing.....my ex keeps crossing my mind its rather odd very odd indeed i would call her but in this state of being thatwouldnt be prudent but i wouldnt call her in any other state of being haha thats humorous to state the least...well i am off now.....
"we only come out at night the days are much to bright"
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