The River Styx...

I sit now upon the banks of the River styxs

where i wait for that boat of oak to shuttle across,

we see the men come but yet i see none go adding to the purpose of this place

of unspent regret and woe, for honest men fear the passing of the river tide and try there best to sit and bide there mortal mind.

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These chains that bind me with with the dance of time, that sieze my body for the debts i owe
These chains that that i struggle to break and to wane,
but the fight is a fruitless toil for there can be no victory against the chains of time
thats clink and clackle upon my body dragging it
down into the depths below.

So I sleep in the arms of Fate(First draft)

Alas the lovely lady of fate caress my wounded head,
I dance a waltz with Lady Fate as my partner, I try lead the dance
the rhythyms and tones direct her which way to go, but to my despair she takes the lead
and binds me with these chains, that grow tighter and tighter the more i strain.
I often wonder to which I should do fight the path or give into her sweet embrace
For lady fate is lover which one can grow to hate, but would things be resolved if tried not to break away from her slender embrace that she wraps around me and carresses my face with her soft hands and silver grace, but what of it when she breaks this bond, cuts the strings of my life, like the breaking of a single shining web glistening in the spring sun. I know I shant be the first no the last to be forsaken by this lover.

Just another day

well my dearest mother does not wish me to take this lovely lady to my rugby banquet quite the irksome matter but i shall address this on a latter day more like tommorow hope papa can talk some sense into her ha! but i will take this woman and thats the end of the matter....
"Swing low carrion crow, take my body for it lives no more"

This women

Will not vacate my feeble mind i try and try but alas to no avail i think i have fallen hard and fast (fret not this isnt love) just idk ha!! but its on my mind and i dont want to be over anxious but i sont want to blow her off so yeah.....
"Ill take my pardon on the run"

Ive just seen a face...

well this weekend was quite nice indeed my parents were out of the town but i kept all behaved...but the point of this post is to state the fact that i met this lovely girl and im quite interested in her not in a fly by night two weeks sirt of deal like the others i actually care she fits for some reason or another cant really place it to well...but yeah but i hope all works out for the best anyways....I wont let this one end up on my list of regrets...
"desperate time call for desperate men, im just a kid but ill pretend"

The past is behind us...

i apologize for the long absense since know i have numerous readers who come and dwell upon this blog....ive decided i dislike that word anyways...my life seems more and more tedious and the monatany of it all is just burdonesome...i find myself wandering the open plains of my mind more and more i feel like i crave love but at the same despise it with a vast amount of my being indeed that seems to be the case..which can at times be humorous indeed...well till next time...
"I will destroy everything of beauty"